She
She sits in a rustic A-frame cabin, looking out a set of double glass doors. It's a humid summer day. She's not fashionably dressed: a grey, short-sleeve expedition shirt with two front pockets — in one a mechanical pencil; a scratchy, drab-colored set of insect-shield convertible pants torn in a few places by bramble. Her forearms, scented with the remnant odor of lemon eucalyptus oil insect repellant, are well-muscled enough to show she can push her way through overgrown trails; her rough bare feet are masculine enough to prove she's walked on tough terrain.
Her eyes follow a sloping meadow: beyond, the flat plain of salt marsh divided by a meandering estuary; further, a white swath of granite outcroppings; beyond this, the marsh rising again into upland forest. The only sounds she hears are the hum of an old refrigerator, the chirping of crickets, the moan of a foghorn from a hump of an island just off the coast.
For the past three weeks she has been counting birds, making entries into a laptop computer log: 1 Medium-tailed Guternatch; 2 Truncated Pipsqueaks; 1 Roasted Titmouse; 1 Nappy-headed Hoot Owl; 4 Sharp-shinned Slinkers (females only); 1 Albino Albatross; 1 Picbald Porcupine Flicktippery; 1 Jack-booted Thugwhomple; 2 Slack-jawed Yokels.
She likes being alone; better than working in an urban high rise. It's a lovely day, and she can't think of any better place to be — more or less.
"Drab-colored?" she says abruptly, apparently to no one. "You call 'chocolate heather' drab-colored?"
That's what it is – drab-colored. I can decide. Does that justify her interruption of a carefully planned scene?
"Well, I don't like what you've done. Are you seriously going to leave me alone in a wilderness bird sanctuary? For how long?"
Not much longer.
"Oh, really."
She's going to meet someone new.
"But you said I like being alone."
She does and she doesn't.
"Just who or what in this desolate place is going to be aroused by my masculine-looking toes? A black bear?"
It's not desolate. It's paradisiacal. I like her feet.
"Oh, come on. What, exactly, am I supposed to be?"
She's an ornithologist.
"Oh, brother. Just what is at stake here?"
She's very smart; she has a Ph.D. in biology from Cornell University. Her thesis was on the female reproductive anatomy of the wild turkey.
"And you call yourself a writer."
I think she's attractive.
"Sure; if you're into cloacae."
Trust me.
"Do I get a name, or are you going to call me 'she' for the rest of the story?"
I haven't quite decided. I was thinking 'Midge,' or something, I don't know; I'll work it out later.
"You've got to be kidding. Did I ask to be insecticide-reeking, muscle-bound, big-footed Midge-the-Ornithologist in a mediocre piece of fiction by a second- or third-rate fictionalist?"
See? She shows signs of being an intelligent woman.
"Stop calling me 'she,' and, no, I did not ask for that. Being nothing is better than what you've planned for me."
She's going to fall in love.
"In the middle of nowhere? Brilliant."
She's going to meet some guy in the woods.
"What, like you?"
I can't just stop the story. I've created her, and I'm going to do something with her.
"Well, then, change the scene. Manhattan, how about it, and pronto?"
Manhattan's loud and smelly. Here there'll be this guy and the birds — -
"As if I haven't had enough. Make me into a sexy New York literary agent."
I don't want her to be a sexy literary agent. I want her to be an ornithologist.
"Afraid I'd reject both you and your book?"
Listen; the scene is a remote bird sanctuary. She's an ornithologist whose job is to count birds. She's going to fall in love with some guy she meets by chance in the forest. Want me to change the feet? Give her small, delicate feet – like a ballet dancer? Dress her in ballet-style shoes that lace up around her slender ankles while she looks out the glass doors counting birds?
"And I could be unbuttoning the top three buttons of my 'expedition shirt' — like this, see? — because it's so hot, and right now I'm bending down to unlace my ballet shoes — -"
If I want to undress her, I will.
"Creep."
But that's not what I have in mind. She's an intellectual. This is a subtle story.
"Well, watch me, Mr. Subtle, while I unsnap the fly-button of my 'drab-colored insect-shield pants,' unzip half-way down because it's so sticky today, lean my hip on the unfinished pine kitchen table. Take a closer look: you've given me a small and very artful tattoo one inch above my shaved, lemon-eucalyptus-oil smudged — -"
I've done no such thing.
"Then maybe I don't want to be in this story."
She doesn't have a choice.
"You think so?"
She can't just walk out.
"Watch me. Out this glass door. And quit calling me she."
It's a point of view thing. Some novelist won the Nobel Prize in Literature using the third-person singular human/animate female personal pronoun alone.
"Watch me."
It's going to rain – really hard. With lightning and thunder. And the bears.
"Your cheap fragmentary sentences don't frighten me."
Coyotes, feral cats, rabid foxes, bull moose. I'm not kidding — you have to be careful. I'd worry.
"I don't care what you try to do to me."
Oh, really? She doesn't care? Well, then, fine; let's see how far she gets, sliding open the left door of the double glass doors, slamming it shut behind her, walking barefoot (oh, lovely feet) out into the lush, green meadow, the sky clouding up, the heavy air foreshadowing a storm, she, walking down the long slope toward the salt estuary, a dragonfly floating past her, vibrating, trembling its tiny wings, gliding on the dead-still air, she, becoming smaller and smaller as the distance increases, disappearing behind a dip in the meadow above the marsh grass, forever gone.
Oh, the crickets chirping melancholically, the refrigerator's mechanical buzzing making the rustic old A-frame suddenly seem unbearably, intolerably silent, the historic lighthouse bemoaning 156 years of reclusion. She's on her way to Manhattan.
Comments
Ah I liked this, it was great :-) Very funny and deftly..
Ah I liked this, it was great :-) Very funny and deftly done. How about a sequel where She arrives in manhatten?
I was very much pleased with how these characters were able..
I was very much pleased with how these characters were able to exist as two separate entities rather than feeling like it was someone talking to themselves...
I enjoyed this, but (at the risk of sounding snobby) think..
I enjoyed this, but (at the risk of sounding snobby) think its really just a novelty piece. Entertaining, and at times funny, but nothing more.
amazing
amazing
Would like to know if "she" ever gets a name. Is she..
Would like to know if "she" ever gets a name. Is she conversing with and arguing with the author? Very interesting concept.
What other form of entertainment or fulfillment did you..
What other form of entertainment or fulfillment did you seek from a short story. "Just a novelty piece"? Is that not satisfying? I found it to be quite enough for me.
Very entertaining. Moves smoothly and with wonderful..
Very entertaining. Moves smoothly and with wonderful humor. Thank you, Charles Kaufman.
Actually, I didn’t understand this story. It looks like..
Actually, I didn’t understand this story.
It looks like the girl talk with herself.
Because I don’t know who talk with this girl.
And why the girl use computer to count birds?
Maybe she is writing book about something.
And she will go to the Manhattan.
Very funny and cleverly done. The first story Ive stumbled..
Very funny and cleverly done. The first story Ive stumbled onto on this site and enjoyed.
Well done Charles. Loved the line about the literary..
Well done Charles. Loved the line about the literary agent, the third-person singular human/animate female personal pronoun alone and the cheap fragmented sentence that dont firghten her. Vert witty and a good ending.
This story was overall pretty enjoyable. It reminds me a..
This story was overall pretty enjoyable. It reminds me a lot of the movie “Stranger Than Fiction,” and I’m guessing the director used this story as a basis for his movie. I haven’t seen the movie myself, but I’m assuming its just another cliché comedy.
I like this story because I think it would be appropriate..
I like this story because I think it would be appropriate
for some of my students, mostly whom are female. Is
there anyone out there who has taught this story in a
class? Any advice?
Wow! This is so well written and the point of view is so..
Wow! This is so well written and the point of view is so original and stunning! This has given me so much inspiration!!! Love this!!!
Creative!!.... could be much better..!
Creative!!....
could be much better..!
I liked most of the story. I think the ending was done very..
I liked most of the story. I think the ending was done very well. Who ever left the comment that he/she was confused, must not be very imaginative. I think I will read another one of your stories-being I was inspired to from this one!
she seems to have no distinct personality except the..
she seems to have no distinct personality except the typical witty/bitchy one. Which is what you wanted, plus its not her fault really, but dont listened to me Im only 17 and skipping school.
Brilliant sotry!
Brilliant sotry!
That was the best story I have read in a while. It is an..
That was the best story I have read in a while. It is an
amazing concept and quite entertaining.
parallax was my first thought after the story. Ive been to..
parallax was my first thought after the story. Ive been to the place where theres nothing to do with a perfectly good character and scene. I like how you dealt with it. Your take seems obvious but so do thumbtacks, and this is much funnier than a thumbtack.
i love this story!!!! midge is a very cute name!! Gertrude..
i love this story!!!! midge is a very cute name!! Gertrude is NOT cute!!! funny story though!!!
Sequel! Sequel!
Sequel! Sequel!
Very cute. I like the buddy-buddy way the two speak to one..
Very cute. I like the buddy-buddy way the two speak to one another. Wonderful job Mr. Kaufmann
I really like this story. Its like reading your thought..
I really like this story. Its like reading your thought process about writing it. You know, the things the writer thinks about before they start writing; you shared that with us. Does that makes sense? I dunno, point is, this is great work.
I did not get the part of the insects that she counted, i..
I did not get the part of the insects that she counted, i do not think it is real types or insects , it is just fabricated by the author, am I right?
the story is fine piece of art, at least "she" finds its way to liberty, away from her creator , her author.
thank you Charles to let her go
This is positively brilliant. So amazingly original, i have..
This is positively brilliant. So amazingly original, i have no words.
Im glad i stumbled here.
Brilliant.
She by Charles Kaufman is a short and strange story that..
She by Charles Kaufman is a short and strange story that keep away for a moment the reality, creating a world where be alone is not to be, where you find some places where the fiction of Charles Kaufman play with the reality. Finally a good story that makes you think a little that is not to be alone ....
Dy
fantastic
fantastic
liked it. could had been a little more intrincated. but i..
liked it. could had been a little more intrincated. but i see that what the author is trying to do here is to explore that kind of unamunos tipe of narration.
This was sheer perfection; everything about it just flowed..
This was sheer perfection; everything about it just flowed with a level of skill Ive rarely seen. I love the dialogue between character and author- it so wonderfully captured how writers and their characters bicker(writers block explained so well).
I absolutely ADORED this story! Its the cutest thing ever...
I absolutely ADORED this story! Its the cutest thing ever. I laughed so hard - and I needed it, believe me. Most of the reason I found it funny was because I have similar arguments with my characters in my head. What? Im not crazy...ha ha. ;)
A piece with the same concept that dares to take itself..
A piece with the same concept that dares to take itself more seriously would have been wonderful. the overplayed humour in the story overshadows the genius of its structure. still very enjoyable.
At first l thought she was speaking to herself and just..
At first l thought she was speaking to herself and just keeping a book-log of her day,then it became a little twisted and then I liked the part about her feet "dress her in ballet-style shoes,i like the writing about "your cheap fragmentary sentences dont frighten me"well written over all and fun..thank-you Charles Kaufman
A different approach to story telling. Well done!
A different approach to story telling. Well done!
absolutely nice and quiet story...liked it very much.
absolutely nice and quiet story...liked it
very much.
Very enjoyable read. I do believe Ive seen this concept in..
Very enjoyable read. I do believe Ive seen this concept in Warner Bros. cartoons--Daffy Duck comes to mind. But the story is focused, of appropriate length and rounds out nicely at the end.
LOVE IT! I also "stumbled" upon this site and read your..
LOVE IT! I also "stumbled" upon this site and read your story first--wonderfully written, great descriptions-painted a vivid scene in my mind :)
Id be interesting to have a sequel if thats what youd like to do, but I think that this short story alone is intriguing on its own.
-Emily
Fandabbydozy!
Fandabbydozy!
I DONT GET IT!!!
I DONT GET IT!!!
i feel like i have to let you know that i liked your story...
i feel like i have to let you know that i liked your story. anytime.
Very Good Story!!!! :)
Very Good Story!!!!
:)
i liek it
i liek it
it is comfussing i dont like it.
it is comfussing i dont like it.
it was so boaring i didnt even finsh reading it it was so..
it was so boaring i didnt even finsh reading it it was so boaring
this is a nice story. i loved it. it remineds me of my..
this is a nice story. i loved it. it remineds me of my girlfriend
I like it it is a little confusing at the beginning but it..
I like it it is a little confusing at the beginning but it is a nice story :)
Clemence
Haha, this should touch the heart of any serious writer. I..
Haha, this should touch the heart of any serious writer. I hate it when my characters get away from me and start saying things I didnt expect. Love it, just wished for a different ending...
i dont really get it , its like he is tryin to tell us..
i dont really get it , its like he is tryin to tell us what he writing about, its very detailed though, I liked it .- Naimah
the story is very confusing and different from what i..
the story is very confusing and different from what i usually read. what i mostly like about it is how detailed it is and how hes trying to tell us a story in an uncommon style
Nice Story Interesting But Kind Of Confusing -Dana
Nice Story
Interesting
But Kind Of Confusing
-Dana
I think that its a short story that not many people will..
I think that its a short story that not many people will understand. But I did like the flow of the story where Kaufmann also did add some humour.What I didnt like is the fact that the story could have been the same length but so much better but he didnt write as well as he could.
-Michah
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